I went to the store to buy you a card,
But not just any card.
It never took me very long to find the right one
Because I had a special method -
I'd find the right section of the right aisle
And I'd close my eyes.
In my mind, I'd explain to them
Exactly what I wanted to say.
Not with words,
But with feelings and thoughts.
Not with motions,
But with emotions and memories.
Not with symbols,
But with love and heart.
I'd slowly open my eyes,
And a few call out to me.
I check each one to find it -
The one whose heart
Beats most closely alongside mine.
And this was the one I chose.
She was just a stranger when we met.
I just barely knew her name.
We had a friendly conversation, or two,
Or three, or twenty.
Pretty soon, I couldn't count the number
Of messages we sent back and forth
And back again.
We talked until we had nothing left
To talk about.
So we talked about not having anything
To talk about.
Soon enough, I began to grow onto her,
And she onto me.
After all, that's how real true love works,
Is it not?
As a written English curse,
I write these very lines in verse.
It's required from me tomorrow morn,
The words intact, the pages untorn.
I must describe three people
Written in this way.
I'll tell of my three friends,
Siblings, you could say.
There's one whom I call sister
Who is four years less than I.
She comes to me for comfort
Because I help her when she cries.
She has hair of deepest brown.
She's as slim as she should be.
I'd say she's just as flawless
As far as eyes can see.
Though she's not the cleverest of us all,
I love her for who she is.
She's a great person overall,
No matter what anyone else says.
Though life s
Time Keeps on Slippin' by DemonicShade, literature
Literature
Time Keeps on Slippin'
I do everything I can,
And even some things I can't
To make you fall in love with me.
I flatter, I buy, I impress,
But nothing works.
I even try to seduce.
My eye, purple and swollen,
Is proof that that encounter.
I try my best to be sweet,
But it is my nature to be immature.
I can't help who I am
Just as I can't stop loving who you are.
Then I made you fall in love with me
Using no trickery, nor lies or deceit.
But I couldn't remember how
And neither could you
So you left me.
You left me wondering how it had happened.
How could two people
So hugely different from each other
Be brought together in such harmony?
It was wri
You say that you hate me,
But I'm not so sure,
My friends try to help,
But my heart they cannot cure.
For you have torn it apart,
Actually, twice,
They say that you are mean,
That you can't be nice.
But I see another part of you,
A nice, sweet side,
But I can't let you know this,
Cause too many tears I have cried.
How am I?
Who are you to ask?
You should know how I am.
You're the one who made me this way.
How am I?
You'd like to know, wouldn't you?
You'd like to know how your little experiment turned out, huh?
That's all I am - an experiment...
How am I?
Think of me as a test tube labeled 'Contaminated.'
Contaminated with what?
Your love, I suppose.
How am I?
Yes. Ask me as if you didn't already know.
Pretend my negative answer surprises you.
Pretend you didn't know how I've felt.
How am I?
Trick question...
Natural-Born Every-Way Loser by DemonicShade, literature
Literature
Natural-Born Every-Way Loser
Look at him, walking there
Head bowed and dressed in black
We do not speak much of him
He is the every-way loser.
Though talented in ways
And excelling at most things he tries
Misfortune is always a fan of his
Making him the natural-born loser.
Look... as if he has a cold aura about him,
None walk where he does
None willingly stay around him
Do not take much interest in him...
For his misfortune might take an interest in you.
The heart...
It beats
Transfers blood
Transfers love
More bloody love enters the stream
It beats faster
It beats harder
The heart grows
Enter more blood
Enter more love
Heart pace quickens
Heartbeat intensifies
Heartache...
More blood
More love
Heart beats faster
Heart beats harder
Heart starts straining
Beats too fast
Beats too hard
Too much blood
Too much love
Too much strain
It bulges
It bursts...
HEARTBREAK
I try to sleep, but I cannot
Because I am thinking of the most wonderful girl.
Full of emotion, yet so drained of energy,
I find that I am thinking of you always.
I give my head a shake and roll over,
Trying once more to fall asleep.
I hold my pillow tight and imagine
That I am holding you in a sweet embrace.
I sigh a sigh, yet not a sigh
Of sadness, as it had usually been,
But one of longing,
Longing to reach that unreachable star.
I hold you closer to me and give you a light kiss on the lips.
I let out another sigh,
And with a smile on my face
And a smile in my heart,
I fall asleep and dream of you in my arms.
Time Keeps on Slippin' by DemonicShade, literature
Literature
Time Keeps on Slippin'
I do everything I can,
And even some things I can't
To make you fall in love with me.
I flatter, I buy, I impress,
But nothing works.
I even try to seduce.
My eye, purple and swollen,
Is proof that that encounter.
I try my best to be sweet,
But it is my nature to be immature.
I can't help who I am
Just as I can't stop loving who you are.
Then I made you fall in love with me
Using no trickery, nor lies or deceit.
But I couldn't remember how
And neither could you
So you left me.
You left me wondering how it had happened.
How could two people
So hugely different from each other
Be brought together in such harmony?
It was wri
What to do?
She likes me as a friend,
But I'm so crazy about her,
So madly in love with her,
So happy every time i see her,
Even if she says she's having an "off day",
She always looks better than ever to me.
So what to do?
I see her every day,
She's always around,
And I love it,
But I hate it.
So what to do?
How should I act,
How do I talk to her,
What do I do so that i don't give anything away,
And knowing "I look at her differently", what can I do?
So what to do?
Me, a person that laughs at anything,
Am in love with her so much,
That its not evenn funny.
What to do?
When the one person you want more than anything,
Is
Do you remember when you were a boy, and girls had cooties?
And when you would laugh whenever you heard "duties"?
Do you remember when the moon was cheese, and life was bliss?
Do you remember all of the things you miss?
Do you remember when you were a girl, and boys were icky?
And you didn't know when you were being so picky?
Do you remember when you'd get scared at "boo"?
I wonder, do you remember me too?
Do you remember the cookies your mom always made?
Or just playing in the old oak tree's shade.
Do you remember when magic was real, and the sky cried?
Can you remember the first time you said "I tried"?
Do you remember all thos
Magic Gone Wrong. Or Right. by thisisnotoneword, literature
Literature
Magic Gone Wrong. Or Right.
It was a beautiful day. The birds weren't singing,
The sun was covered up with about half a million clouds and the wind was harsh. I had just awoken from getting hit in the head from a vase that was sitting on a shelf above me. I got knocked out. I don't know what happened after that but it sure left a mess.
I got up to get myself a cup of coffee before checking the time. However the clock caught my eye before the coffee. It was a quarter to two. The latest episode of "When Stupid People Get Bit." Was on. I hurried into watch my favourite show.
An hour later, the show had finished and I was beginning to get bored… Although, I guess I'd bee
Sing me a song
Sing me a lie
Sing me a song of violence
And explosions in the sky.
Sing of your heart, your fears and dreams
Sing me a song of lust
Sing me what you need
Sing to me all of your greed.
Sing to me a love song
Make sure its a lie
Follow the rules, the lines fit just right.
I'll sing you a song of heartache,
A song of lust,
Of betrayal
I'll sing you a song of my dreams of us
And how there's now explosions in my sky of dust.
I'll sing you a song of hate
I'll sing exactly what you don't want
I'll sing out the conesquences of my heartache.
Time Keeps on Slippin' by DemonicShade, literature
Literature
Time Keeps on Slippin'
I do everything I can,
And even some things I can't
To make you fall in love with me.
I flatter, I buy, I impress,
But nothing works.
I even try to seduce.
My eye, purple and swollen,
Is proof that that encounter.
I try my best to be sweet,
But it is my nature to be immature.
I can't help who I am
Just as I can't stop loving who you are.
Then I made you fall in love with me
Using no trickery, nor lies or deceit.
But I couldn't remember how
And neither could you
So you left me.
You left me wondering how it had happened.
How could two people
So hugely different from each other
Be brought together in such harmony?
It was wri
Current Residence: Here Favourite cartoon character: Hibari Kyoya, Erza Scarlet, Sasagawa Ryohei, Daimon Kaito Personal Quote: I hate people. I will find a reason to hate people.
Alright, I've finally figured something out. I don't care. That's all.
I hate everything for no reason in particular.
I don't care who knows it.
I don't care who dislikes it.
I hate each and every one of you, EQUALLY!
Not for what you have done to me,
But for what will have done,
For what you might have done,
What you would have done.
I don't trust anyone, and I don't feel like I should.
All of you humans are exactly the same!
Every single one of you is repulsive!
But not in the physical way. Well... maybe for some.
You ALL will do whatever will benefit yourself.
I've seen the best of you, the most caring of you, fall prey to se
Well.... 2 years of happy and now I'm back for a bit. Damn roller coaster of life took me up higher than I'd ever been and now I've hit the floor again. I doubt many people will read this, but I don't care. I need a damn lightning bolt. I want to be through with this. There seems like there will be no suc thing as a perma-happy for me, so I want to give up. 2 years, and I thought I had it good. I thought I found the person I was gonna be with for the rest of my life. I thought I was living a goddamn dream.
At times like this.... I wish I could do something dangerous for a living. If I made it through the day, good. If I don't, that's fine to
Yeah... I haven't been on for a long while... Not like I had anything to put on here anyways... I have had something in my head for some time, but... I can't seem to get the flow just right yet. Actually.... I only have the 2 lines that were floating in my head. Haven't put that much thought into it yet.
I seem to think better at night.... and it's 2 a.m., so... maybe I'll come up with something soon... Until then... Sayonara.